There used to be a time when i believed that i would grow wiser with time, i would have a better understanding of how things work in life and then i would be able to apply my acquired knowledge to handle things better.Though i have seen lot of things over the time but cant really say that it has made me wiser.The mistakes i have made over the years, i am still prone to them..
Over the years somethings remain planted in our memory , some questions remain and some stories unfinished. There are a million things i wish could change from my , well.. eventful past.I want to erase out the fact that i never made it to the elusive NIT or ever more elusive the IITs or even the endless list of the so called great colleges.I want to undo all the pain i inflicted on her..I wanted to be something else but i have landed somewhere else.But past being past cant be changed.
Life is truly about levels.You need to constantly evaluate yourselves to find out where you stand and keep improving your score. Its really quite simple.I cant change my past.And we cant fight down with destiny for long, after sometime , we all get exhausted and have to accept it.
I have with me the just the "present", and it is here where i have to thrive and flourish.I dont want to be stuck in the loop of life,eventually you have to though,but not now,not now for me..Let me achieve what i have to.
Then only i can say myself that i have really grown wiser over the time..
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Hmmm...You only get wiser with experience. "Experience" happens at the cost of mistakes and mistakes happen only if you dare a lot of attempts, and attempts need a lot of "standing up against the odds" and that in turn needs belief in yourself. If you get the first thing right, the rest will follow suit. Damn! Lectured again! newys, best of luck!
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